Я ищу.
I have a certain voice, that resonates with the deepest parts of my body. And it feels... right.
I found that as much as I enjoy helping people to get out of the dark places, I enjoy bringing them there just as much. Not throwing, leading by the hand.
You are standing in the office building, in the corridor. It is night, lights are out. You look into the darkness at the other end of the corridor. Suddenly the lights come up, like an inverted sequence from a horror movie where the darkness approaches as the lights go out, closer and closer, one by one. But now they light up, one by one, with a distinctive cracking sound, followed by dull humming, as the light gets closer and closer. I see this sequence, I know that the light brings the sense of fear. And after that I find words: "Lucifer's shadow". Lucifer's shadow is not an absence or limitation of light, but the opposite.
You can manipulate people by lying to them, but I find it... vulgar, and in many ways just not nice. You know me well enough to understand that I strive to uphold the highest morale code. At least when I do not find it inappropriate. I find much more beautiful and elegant to manipulate people by telling them the truth.
Double bass, the lowest note, vibrating dfiles.ru/files/3x1nxej7l imagine this sound going on and on and on. I do not know what this means, but somehow this is important. It is a door, or at least part of it. I wonder where it leads.
I found that as much as I enjoy helping people to get out of the dark places, I enjoy bringing them there just as much. Not throwing, leading by the hand.
You are standing in the office building, in the corridor. It is night, lights are out. You look into the darkness at the other end of the corridor. Suddenly the lights come up, like an inverted sequence from a horror movie where the darkness approaches as the lights go out, closer and closer, one by one. But now they light up, one by one, with a distinctive cracking sound, followed by dull humming, as the light gets closer and closer. I see this sequence, I know that the light brings the sense of fear. And after that I find words: "Lucifer's shadow". Lucifer's shadow is not an absence or limitation of light, but the opposite.
You can manipulate people by lying to them, but I find it... vulgar, and in many ways just not nice. You know me well enough to understand that I strive to uphold the highest morale code. At least when I do not find it inappropriate. I find much more beautiful and elegant to manipulate people by telling them the truth.
Double bass, the lowest note, vibrating dfiles.ru/files/3x1nxej7l imagine this sound going on and on and on. I do not know what this means, but somehow this is important. It is a door, or at least part of it. I wonder where it leads.