читать дальшеOh, and by the way, I think I solved the problems with the adrenalin during the Qigong. These were mostly psychosomatic it turns out. It was quite an experience, to be honest, to tune your mind and thoughts in a particular way, to avoid certain paths, to navigate the landscape of thoughts and imagination with a very real reward and punishment as a result. It is strange, where your mind takes you sometimes. Funny as well, but... I discovered another image in my mind that brings me calmness, allows me to escape or circumvent reality. Re-discovered, actually. Black water. Not ink, not oil, but water. Black water. "Black waters of the desert flow through the sands, untouched by the sun". Black water, contrabass music, and there is something else... Someone else.